Controlled Chaos?
The other times that I have been with my Special Pal so far have been in her mainstream class, which she goes to after her SDC in the morning. I unfortuately have to do most of my volunteer hours during this time, since all of the ITEC classes are in the mornings up until her lunch time. It is a 5th grade class, with approximately 30 students, one of whom is in my Special Pal’s SDC with her in the mornings. My Special Pal and the other SDC student seem to not do much work in the mainstream class, and don’t even engage with the other students. While the other students are doing work for their class, my Special Pal is usually drawing at her desk, reading to me when I am with her, or sitting at the computer playing math games. Although I understand the benefits of an immersion classroom, it seems that my Special Pal is not getting any of those benefits because she isn’t really a part of the class due to her not joining in the work that the other students are doing-not even a modified version. A good majority of her time is spent on the computer playing math games, but from what I have observed the moment she runs across something she is not familiar with or cannot figure out, she quits that game and looks to find another one that is easier-one that doesn’t challenge her. While I am with her I try my best to help her with problems and try to keep her in more challenging games, but oftentimes she doesn’t want to listen to me. This is not helped by her wearing headphones to hear the music and talking that occurs in the online games, which provides an added barrier when I try to talk to her. There was some reward with one game, where I was able to help her understand one of the concepts and then she played it several times over without my help which demonstrated she understood what I had helped her with. One other challenge I have faced with her is that she doesn’t understand that even though she is not doing any of the work that the other students are doing, when the teacher stops the class to give directions she needs to be quiet as well. I have had much difficulty in explaining this to her as a concept of respect and practicing listening, but hopefully the more time I spend with her the better she will become at this.
